Hey Guys i have been so busy it has been crazzy !!! I have so much work to do and so little time. but i will update soon!! and it will be amasing !!! Oh yes it will. people will come from xangas and xangas away to read my postings !! well anyway!!!! Love ya'll!!!

Peace out !!!

benji's been really busy! he will be back really soon! lots of things to do these days!

<><Lauren 4 Benjamin

Well My week end has been so crazy that it was insane. I moved myself and 9 other friends back on campus this weekend. I have got to meet so many new peope and i am hating registration. their saying that i have to pay this monht's payment ($1,756.36) befor i can regester, and classes start tomorrow!! its a crazy day to day. i hate registration. well anyway! I had som of the crazyest dreams lastnight....yeah well i guess most things are going well. my room looks so cool!! and the DC is, well what can i say its DC food......I love music!!! i am so excited about all the music that i'm to be doing this semester. i am already preparing for my first proformance!!! yes!!!! well anyway!! i guess i'll post more latter!!!

Peace out!!!

Benjamin the Shire

Hey I had the weirdest dream last night....well I guess I could probably say that about every night???? Well anyway I had this dream Ok!! It was weird!! It was centered around my home back in TX. Know this dream as many of mine start with a history. and what I mean by that is that instead of the dream just happening it stated with a history and explanation of how I got to my present state in my real existence to where the dream started........I had finished this year of school, and decided that I was not going to spend the whole summer in IL so I went home for the summer. Well all this last year my parents had been talking about adopting a kid, (this is weird, like there weren’t enough kids in my house already) but they weren't sure. Well it just so happened that one of my moms best friends who was a single mom of a (four year old boy) just by happenstance died in about April of that year. And my parents decided that this was their sign from God that they need to adopt this little boy!! Now I didn't know the family because my mom had made friends with them will I was off at school. so they adopt this kid and everything seems to be going cool......well I am home one Saturday and by the way the boys name was Dillon I think, and I am assigned to keep a watch over my little 4 year old brother (Nathan) and Dillon, while my mom runs erins. The day was a weird day it was kind of foggy out and it was hot and humid. We were out on the swings!! Well I’m acting out a game I made up to entertain the kids and I think I’m a military person or something!! Well I do something dorky and the both start to laugh at me!!! but Dillon's laugh was about an octave lower than my brothers, and kind of strange...well I puzzled for a moment and went about my business....well later that day I was getting out of my shower and getting dressed so I put some jeans on and a tee-shirt, and I went down stairs and sat down in my chair. Suddenly I felt this intense pain in my (very upper inner thy area) I kind of yelped and went to the bathroom to see what it was.... I looked down in my pants and found a needle stuck in my pants leg!! I must say it hurt bad!! So I took it out and through it away...a few days later I am walking through the den area and step on something and I pull up my foot and it a needle!!! Well in don’t think much of it and go about my business. But several times throughout the day I step sit or something on needles. Well I mention it to my mom and she says something like I think that some spilt a box of needles near the sowing cabinet the other day and I’ve been finding them all around in the wash!! I was like that Sucks!!! Really bad!!! Well anyway a few days pasted and I was finding needles in all my close???? And sometimes after I would put the on. I was getting kind of upset about it so I went in to go play my guitar....when I sat down on the couch; I got about 20 sharp pains in buttocks!!!! I stood up fast and pulled the needles out of my pants!!!! I proceed to sit down and look at the couch and found that there were needle all under the surface that no matter where you sat down they would poke through and HURT!!!!! That night I couldn’t sleep. I couldn't figer out what was going on. And it always seems to happen to me first. I would find all the needles first. As I was thinking I heard a strange noise!!!!! I began to look around and as I was looking I felt this needle poke in my back and I spun around to find no one there. But I heard someone scamper off. And chuckling!! And OMG it was that same laugh that I heard on the swings!!!! Not finding anyone I wait up till morning. And would you know it happen to be a Saturday again and my mom need to run some erins. So who would you know was keeping the kids!!! ME!!! Well we were outside playing and Nathan took something from Dillon and Dillon got really mad and begins to beet up my little brother!!! Well in a second I was on him I grabbed him by his arm and suddenly he swung his other arm around and stuck my arm with a needle!!!! I yelped, and he laughed!!!!!!!!!I grabbed my brother and began to run in side, as he continued to laugh at us. He then started to chase us. We got in side and locked the door but he ran around to the other door!!! He begins to throw needles and they would stick in everywhere so I told my brother to cover his eyes and hold his mouth shut!!! I ran up to Dillon and grabbed both his arms to restrain him but he overpowered me and got away!!!!!! I ran after him but in running I stepped on about 20 needles!!!!!!!!!! So I stopped and pulled them out of my foot and flip-flop. I went back to Nathan grabbed him up and started my way to the Phone!!! But as I rounded the corner!! There he was!! I ran out the door with him chasing me I ran to the pool thinking I could maybe partially drownd him or something but as soon as I was in side the fence he shut the fence behind us and called our two Great Danes over and the looked like they had rabies *note (I grew up with Great Danes but died about 2 years ago but in my dream we still had them) they circled the fence an wouldn't let us out.  Well I wasn't just going to sit there so I Got up my courage and picked up my brother and bust through the gate and ran toward the house!!! With Dogs at my feet and Dillon Laughing!!!!!! I got inside slammed the door and locked it, dropped my brother and ran to the other door and as I was going to lock it Dillon tried to open the door and he and I fought over the door trying to overcome each other!!!!!!! But then my alarm went of and I awoke from the Dream!!!!

I am working on this baby project of mine!!! the coolest post ever!!! it going to be a personality tests that i constructed !!! i am so excited!!!